Life in Limbo

Can I say pleased? It seems every time Mik is here, my life becomes something that much better.  To know him can make a person better, but to love him and have him in my life every day?  It is something that has made my life something I could never have imagined.  In high school one would never have expected it would be me to find that person that life slowed down for.  I spent years saying no, and years saying, I won't be with anyone.  But doesn't every little girl who thinks she'll never find someone claim she doesn't really want to? That is until they've laid eyes on that person. Everything is getting better day by day.

I tried on my first wedding gown on Wednesday last week.  It was sadly not able to fit though, even if we were to tailor it.  My mom has been spending time with me a lot lately talking about it and she has decided to start learning to play my precision song on violin to play with the quartet she said she was going to get.  I'm not sure how this will all work out, but I trust her when she says she will take care of that.  Music on that note, has been enjoyable.  We've been talking, Mik and I, about music, and to avoid hearing or passing by music, we've been talking about using only 1920's to 1950's music.  I love it frankly, but I'm not sure, I think for Mik's sake we are going to use a combination, he's so much better with music than me anyway.

And then with all of that going on! My sister is finally coming home! Home for a whole week! We are picking her up from the airport this Friday and I just can't wait to see her and little Molly.  According to her, her and Jes are getting married in December and she wants to go over things with me and Mikki because we have been working on things longer than her and understand the merry-go-round, though I think I'm more scatter brained on the subject really.  How can I pretend to know anything about it all?  Anyway, my sister being here makes up for it all.  I'm excited to see her, to say the least.

So why the life in limbo? Well I lost my job.  We all knew it was coming, but it actually happened.  I have been applying non-stop since then, but its alright.  We'll figure it out I hope.  I have applied at new child care positions, and at places that are season, mostly full time people, that I have received nice polite, sorry we aren't looking anymore, calls.  I will figure it out eventually. Work is hard to find, but I'm persistent.  Hopefully this is all figured out by next month and I'm back to a normal schedule.  Until then its the same schedule, pick up Emma from school, soccer, and then search for work.  Lets just figure things out.  Its okay though, I'm optimistic on the topic right now.

Yep so right now? Me? I'm in a great mood, but that of course is because Mik just spent a week here, I'm sure in a few days I'll be my grumpy self again, but it seems for now that its a good thing.  Anger never got anyone anywhere.  Safe enough to say I haven't got my picture a day done for some time, my camera has been acting funny for the last week ever since my last soccer game so no updates there, but I took a few with someone else's camera during soccer, and reminded my why I so want an SLR no matter what.  Wants however are nothing compared to needs, and its time to go check the paper!

Thank you all!

-Tine